luv indie

salam...

aku ade minat baru... minat kepada muzik indie...

seriously, xsangke btol aku bleh berubah dari layan lagu2 rock kapak+sentimental+jiwe2 kepada alternatif rock...persekitaran mempengaruhi aku...

satu perubahan baru selepas melangkah ke usia 20 tahun... apekah anak2 aku akan fikir kalau ibu mereka ('mereka' sbb ramai... haha) layan lagu2 macam ni... akan ku citekan pada anak2 ku bahawa hiburan ini sume hanya sementara sebelum ibu berjumpa dengan ayah kamu yang akan mengubah ibu... hehe

aku juga dah mula melayan lagu2 coldplay, my chemical romance, all american rejects, the red jump suit apparatus, boys like girls, the beatles, the muse, fall out boy, the click five, 3 doors down, hoobastank, simple plan, plain white T, greenday, smash mouth dan oasis secara serius... sebelom ni setakat dengar2 je..

aku juge suke band indie malaysia yg dah mula masuk mainstream seperti hujan, bunkface, meet uncle hussain dan the times... best gak layan lagu2 dorg...

the main reason aku berubah kepada band indie sebabnye lirik2 dorg sume ade maksud yang cube disampaikan... dorg lebih kepada kehidupan dan manusia, x macam lagu2 biasa dengar kat radio yg sume nye pasal cinta x abes2... boring betol... lagi satu aku suke dengan melodi dan arrangement music yang dihasilkan.. menunjukkan betapa kreatifnya dorg membuat lagu sendiri... lagi satu, diorg gerak secara sendiri tanpa ada syarikat rakaman atau org2 tertentu yg mengikat dorg... mknenye dorg bleh berkarya dan bebas menyampaikan apa sahaja dalam lagu dorg... tu yg paling penting...

pendek kate, manusia itu berubah...

yeah! 20 is a lucky number :)

salam...

haha... i've turned 20... yea!!

sangat suke... rase diri sedikit sebanyak dah berubah... pemikiran semakin kompleks (dan serabut)... semakin menginginkan yang terbaek dalam hidup... dlm studi, keluarga, kehidupan, kwn2 dan jodoh...

jodoh?? xsangke perkare tu semakin hampir dengan aku... bkn nk kawin skg.. cume soal jodoh menjadi bualan harian antare aku, mak dan along...

pade aku, aku malas nak fikirkan pasal soal jodoh ni... terlalu awal dan tak mungkin dalam masa 4 ke 5 tahun akan datang ni... maybe kekecewaan still menyelubungi perasaan... cerita lame masih tak dapat ku lupakan... tapi alhamdulilah sedikit sebanyak aku mampu mengatasi... dengan keje yang masih banyak dan mengejar deadlines... aku mampu (kot)...

berbicara soal jodoh... aku rase setiap org mahukan yang terbaek untuk diri sendiri... tp kalau diri sendiri xdapat nak dibaiki dan masih x berubah... x leh jugak nak berangan tinggi2... impikan kekasih sesempurna Saidina Ali, diri sendiri kenela jadi macam Siti Fatimah dulu...

tapi ape pon, kite mestilah tetapkan pendirian terhadap bakal pasangan masing2... ciri2, keluarga, perangai dan pekerjaaan@studi... pada aku, thats the crucial things must take into consideration... bukan nak demand, tapi kite kawin sekali je seumur hidup... no point kalau bercinta bagai nak rak, dah kawin cerai jugak... aku x nak macam tu... nauzubillah min zalik...

tapi,sebelum berimaginasi lebih2....

IA+EE+TOK kasi sudah dulu... IB exam kasi lepas dulu... fly dulu... studi habis2... keje dulu... n then baru pikir pasal jodoh :)

barula sweet...

anew me?

salam...

salam maal hijrah 1431H...

hepi new year 2010...

selamat kembali ke kmb...

hepi besday to myself... 10 Jan :)

it's been almost a month i didn't update my blog.. i have problems with the connection since my dad did not allow us (me n my siblings) to have any access to the internet at home... huhu.. so sad..

first week at the college has startled me out with the sem 3 result... expected the downgraded of the marks since i did not put all my efforts to study before the exam... serves me rite anyway...

guess wut, i planned to flunk the exam... so seems like u get wut u wanted, maryam!

gud friend of mine fell in luv with a guy, doing housemanship somewhere in johore.. n they already planning to engage by the end of this month.. but somehow i heard they have a big fight before... this man is going out with other women while he is going to get engaged... wut the hell man! u didnt look macho by doing this, instead you have shown you are a jackass...!!

how can u go out with somebody else while knowing u will be getting married to other woman, and that woman is my bloody friend... i really cant accept this shitty attitude... if before marriage you already show to others your behaviour, i think everyone can expect your true colours after you get married.. in fact, everyone will guess wut's going to happen to your marriage.. actually, they have quarrel over some other things also.. but i dont have the heart to ask for more.. didnt want to hurt her feelings.. n they already cancel the engagement n breakup... n to my surprise, somehow it is like a breathtaking moment, this mr. wut-the-hell is fucking a gay... wut the fuck man!

seriously, this kinda person still exist among us... i just pray to Allah to not let this thing happen to me n my friends... n to you, my sweetest bestie, be strong gurl, i know u can go through this hard time... have faith in Allah.. i know there is someone outside there is meant only for you... you just have to wait...

ok, life's moving on...

the deadlines for IA is by the next monday... n i fucking fussy n feeling unrest because i didnt finish up the product yet... really need help from someone who know how to upload the website to the server... plsssss

i dun want to waste time anymore... assignments are waiting for me... i gotta go... thats all from me now... :)