self-delusion is a legitimate form of solace

Salam..

Things are going to change.. i'm not gonna let dis thing turn me down and wrap me up.. i've to be strong and well-persevered.. plz O Allah.. help me! i'm begging U.. n one thing dat i always believe in.. everything dat sooo happen to me are all got its own reasons behind it.. n i'm hoping for some miracles.. i just have to wait for it..

Okay, IELTS is getting on my nerve right now.. n i am pretty scared to sit for the exam since i find me is smokin terribled in English.. really2 feel bad about dis.. :(
n IELTS test is less than half and a week to go..

Mak! i really2 miSs u... i wanna u be by my side rite now.. i need u to face through dis.. n it's really killing me..

Right now, i am doing some stats on topic bla bla bla.. n it is quiet hard for me.. after flipping thru pages over and over again (bcoz i hardly remember the formula).. i got fed up.. n so here i am now, writing on my blog.. :)

Sometimes, in life.. we have to see things from various perspectives.. whenever we want to judge people, pointing out our opinions or give comments.. we have to consider different views.. not only judging from one side, but also balance it up with another side.. n thats what we call no BiAs!

N dats all from me.. gotta get on my stuff rite now before i get scolded by teacher coz not finish up the homework..

Hey dude, i got plan for tomorrow - a trip to Birdpark. :)

i am nobody

salam

It has been a while since the last time i write something on dis blog.keep busy-ing myself wif lots of stuffs i.e courseworks. Ya Allah, please help me outta of this keep-burdening-me things.

phoned my mother for the first time last nite since last week i went home.n i am kinda really miss her damn much.she did told me 'bout my dad.got kind of pain at his chest n has been admitted to the hospital for couple of days.guess it is the effects of smoking habit during his youth age.dad, please get well soon.i totally miss you.it has been sometimes we've not met each other.n i am really looking forward to see you n hv breakfasting during this so-soon turning holidays ;)

through the phone.i could hear my elder sister brawling over my sis.maybe it is 'bout food matters,i guess.siblings,afterall~

uda,my 2-years-younger-than-me bro is now having his precious funtimes at home cause the school has been closed. for H2N3 precautions indeed.not being jeolous actually because i already have mine too,bro.n i guess dis is the best time for you to studi for your exam.big time,bro.take dis oppurtunity wisely.best wishes for your coming exam.strike for RXZ ok.haha ;))

nothing much 'bout me.just rite now i am totally dozzed off real quick recently.i couldnt stand my eyes for longer time.(byk gler setan).i am totally freak 'cause nothing much i could do if i went off.really hate dis habit.

but for god's sake.there is much2 more assignment coming through all the way,chasing over my precious,lil big time.no more fun.no more volley.no more outing.no more 'pbsm'-persatuan balik stiap minggu.it is time for real things.big deals,guys.jeez~

i am hoping that dis two years really work out n worth it.

sabar je la!

ari ni aku emo...

ye...nk tau nape?

ntah la

xtau napew

kadang2 aku xmengerti sesetengah manusia

elok2 Allah dah bg hati dan perasaan

consider la org lain ckit

ni x....

ikut kepala hotak die je

aku tensi btol ngan makhluk bernama manusia yg berperangai begini!


aku btol2 annoyed ngan perangai die

siang malam memekak xingat dunia

aku sbg salah seorg yang berada di situ

kadang2 terganggu dgn bunyi-bunyian cm cipan yg die wat

kadang2 ke?

slalu kowt...............


wonder gak la aku ngan dak2 yg rapat ngan die

msti dorg wat2 xlayan

x pon wat pekak je

nk tegor konfirm die fire balek

mulut bleh tahan gak tu

huhu~

cube korg bayangkan korg ade member bersikap macam tuh

ape korg nk wat ngan die

aku seyes tgh buntu

aku mmg nk tegor die

tp disebabkan aku xbape nk rapat ngan die

so aku biarkan jela

paham2 sendiri la

masing2 dah besar

dah bleh pk sendiri

klu nk kahwen kire hukum harus dah ni

tapi...........

patutke aku soh org laen g nasihatkan die?

patot ke aku? (ayat retoris)



tula...

kite hidup kat dunia ni xleh la pentingkan diri semata

kite patot jage ati dan perasaan org laen gak

klu org tu xredha ngan kite

maka di situ sudah terbinanye hijab

last2 bende tu akan balek kat kite

what goes araound comes around

bygkan satu ari nti

klu org tu wat kat kite cmtu jgk

sakit x ati? (retoris lagi)



so....

byk2 la koreksi diri kite semula

mane yg baek kite amik

mane yg xbpa baek buangkan la

'muhasabah diri'



p/s: tidak ditujukan kepada mana2 pihak
hanyalah luahan hati semata =)