self-delusion is a legitimate form of solace

Salam..

Things are going to change.. i'm not gonna let dis thing turn me down and wrap me up.. i've to be strong and well-persevered.. plz O Allah.. help me! i'm begging U.. n one thing dat i always believe in.. everything dat sooo happen to me are all got its own reasons behind it.. n i'm hoping for some miracles.. i just have to wait for it..

Okay, IELTS is getting on my nerve right now.. n i am pretty scared to sit for the exam since i find me is smokin terribled in English.. really2 feel bad about dis.. :(
n IELTS test is less than half and a week to go..

Mak! i really2 miSs u... i wanna u be by my side rite now.. i need u to face through dis.. n it's really killing me..

Right now, i am doing some stats on topic bla bla bla.. n it is quiet hard for me.. after flipping thru pages over and over again (bcoz i hardly remember the formula).. i got fed up.. n so here i am now, writing on my blog.. :)

Sometimes, in life.. we have to see things from various perspectives.. whenever we want to judge people, pointing out our opinions or give comments.. we have to consider different views.. not only judging from one side, but also balance it up with another side.. n thats what we call no BiAs!

N dats all from me.. gotta get on my stuff rite now before i get scolded by teacher coz not finish up the homework..

Hey dude, i got plan for tomorrow - a trip to Birdpark. :)

thru the rain

Salam..

I did posted somethin yesterday.. but it wont last any longer bcoz i've purposely deleted it..
(sangat suke).. i did this bcoz i dun want neither me or you would feel lamented and torn over the crappy words dat i'd emotionally wrote..
n last nite i suddenly freaked out (for reasons definitely..) seeing things on the screen dat really hurts me so bad.. n i just can't find the best words to describe wut i felt.. all i know is when a pure, warm n full of koyakness tears streaming down my cheek... wetting over my face..
fortunately, i remembered me sticking in front of the laptop since the Maghrib prayer till now..

not to delay, i performed my Isya' at 3 a.m.. luckily i didnt dozed off yet.. then, i did tahajud prayer.. i just couldnt resist n i can see me cried to my heart's content in front of HIM.. and i felt like as if He was there, listen to every single words dat came out from my mouth.. every sighs, thoughts and tears dat i bear, i'd let them all go away..

And i noe He is the most ever since such an obedient shoulder for me to rely on..

Today, I got some news from my frens.. literally more to gosippin I guess..
and to my surprise.. someone dat i knew before dat such an introvert, hard-to-hear-words-coming-from-his-mouth, very shy-sampai-down-to-earth person (jage pndangan kot).. suddenly fall over a girl, gasping so hardly for un-ended lovey dovey thingy.. everything can happens if HIM permits it..
n I shall say.. wut a world peeps... :)

IELTS class has started rolling into KMB students' packed-schedule.. n dis has triple-ing the workloads dat each one of us hv to deal with in order to FLY away from IB..
n i find me is devastatingly horrible in English, i should say..
so, i figure out to spend more time writing in my superb blog.. as to improve my language and corrects wut is wrong.. (correct me if i'm wrong)

N i shall say i'll be meeting you again after dis, very sooner... :)