Jan 8, 2010

anew me?


salam...

salam maal hijrah 1431H...
hepi new year 2010...
selamat kembali ke kmb...
hepi besday to myself... 10 Jan :)

it's been almost a month i didn't update my blog.. i have problems with the connection since my dad did not allow us (me n my siblings) to have any access to the internet at home... huhu.. so sad..

first week at the college has startled me out with the sem 3 result... expected the downgraded of the marks since i did not put all my efforts to study before the exam... serves me rite anyway...
guess wut, i planned to flunk the exam... so seems like u get wut u wanted, maryam!

gud friend of mine fell in luv with a guy, doing housemanship somewhere in johore.. n they already planning to engage by the end of this month.. but somehow i heard they have a big fight before... this man is going out with other women while he is going to get engaged... wut the hell man! u didnt look macho by doing this, instead you have shown you are a jackass...!!
how can u go out with somebody else while knowing u will be getting married to other woman, and that woman is my bloody friend... i really cant accept this shitty attitude... if before marriage you already show to others your behaviour, i think everyone can expect your true colours after you get married.. in fact, everyone will guess wut's going to happen to your marriage.. actually, they have quarrel over some other things also.. but i dont have the heart to ask for more.. didnt want to hurt her feelings.. n they already cancel the engagement n breakup... n to my surprise, somehow it is like a breathtaking moment, this mr. wut-the-hell is fucking a gay... wut the fuck man!

seriously, this kinda person still exist among us... i just pray to Allah to not let this thing happen to me n my friends... n to you, my sweetest bestie, be strong gurl, i know u can go through this hard time... have faith in Allah.. i know there is someone outside there is meant only for you... you just have to wait...

ok, life's moving on...

the deadlines for IA is by the next monday... n i fucking fussy n feeling unrest because i didnt finish up the product yet... really need help from someone who know how to upload the website to the server... plsssss

i dun want to waste time anymore... assignments are waiting for me... i gotta go... thats all from me now... :)