Oct 31, 2009

Ketika Cinta Bertasbih by Melly Goeslaw

[featuring Amee]
Bertuturlah cinta mengucap satu nama
Seindah goresan sabda-Mu dalam kitabku
Cinta yg bertasbih mengutus hati ini
Ku sandarkan hidup dan matiku untuk-Mu
Bisikkan doaku dalam butiran tasbih
Ku panjatkan pintaku pada Maha Cinta
Sudah di ubun-ubun cinta mangusik rasa
Tak bisa ku paksa walau hatiku menjeriT
Ketika cinta bertasbih nadiku berdenyut merdu
Kembang kempis dadaku merangkai butir cinta
Garis tangan tergambar tak bisa aku menentang
Sujud syukur pada-Mu atas segala cinta

Oct 28, 2009

It is stated


My highly gratefulness to the Almighty Allah for giving me chances to write on my blog again..

Mood: Feels overwhelmed and blastful bcoz i am having such a super-duper-sporting classmates dat really support me.. u guys rules! :)
thnx for ur understanding guys, for cheering me up whenever i am feeling down.. doing the homework together, finding the materials for presentation.. imitating cikgu2 same2, share stories, gossipping.. flirting over girls (tp aku tgk je la).. breakfasting together, karaoke-ing to the heart content together, having after-dinner meals at the food court together while stori2 smbil tgk tv.. mmg best! sgt2 best!
thnx for the concerns and cares too.. all i should say is i much appreciated it.. :)

Nonetheless, a huge condolences i bid to family of Allahyarhamah Izaifah.. eventhough i might not be so close to Arwah back in school time.. But my prayer is always be regarded to Arwah..
may Allah blessfulness and loves will always be along with Arwah..

"My TOK teacher is quiet strict in giving marks to the students"..
ok, i can consider this as a research question statement.. it may be not invalid.. but as far as this concerned, i am quite sure that it might be true.. for example, from the survey dat i done to the other class (probably of the same teacher).. there are a few only that passed the presentation, i shall say, it is very rare (u can count using ur fingers?).. so hard to get higher marks.. sometimes i get doubt n envy with the other class who managed to get higher marks.. even up to 19/20.. wtf?!
N u know wut, my group haven't presented yet.. still searching on the appropriate information that meets and fulfills the TOK requirement.. wish me luck next week :)

dats all for now.. i can see my eyes is getting smaller and smaller.. :)

Oct 24, 2009

self-delusion is a legitimate form of solace


Things are going to change.. i'm not gonna let dis thing turn me down and wrap me up.. i've to be strong and well-persevered.. plz O Allah.. help me! i'm begging U.. n one thing dat i always believe in.. everything dat sooo happen to me are all got its own reasons behind it.. n i'm hoping for some miracles.. i just have to wait for it..

Okay, IELTS is getting on my nerve right now.. n i am pretty scared to sit for the exam since i find me is smokin terribled in English.. really2 feel bad about dis.. :(
n IELTS test is less than half and a week to go..

Mak! i really2 miSs u... i wanna u be by my side rite now.. i need u to face through dis.. n it's really killing me..

Right now, i am doing some stats on topic bla bla bla.. n it is quiet hard for me.. after flipping thru pages over and over again (bcoz i hardly remember the formula).. i got fed up.. n so here i am now, writing on my blog.. :)

Sometimes, in life.. we have to see things from various perspectives.. whenever we want to judge people, pointing out our opinions or give comments.. we have to consider different views.. not only judging from one side, but also balance it up with another side.. n thats what we call no BiAs!

N dats all from me.. gotta get on my stuff rite now before i get scolded by teacher coz not finish up the homework..

Hey dude, i got plan for tomorrow - a trip to Birdpark. :)

Oct 21, 2009

The Man Who Can't Be Moved by The Script

Going Back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand
saying, "if you see this girl can you tell her where I am"
Some people try to hand me money, they don't understand
I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense but what else can I do
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you
Cause If one day you wake up and find your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving
Policeman says, "son you can't stay here"
I said, "there's someone I'm waiting for
If it's a day, a month, a year"
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go
Cause If one day you wake up and find your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving,
I'm not moving, I'm not moving
People talk about the guy that's waiting on a girl
There are no holes in his shoes but a big hole in his world
Maybe i'll get famous as the man who can't be moved
Maybe you wont mean to but you'll see me on the news
And you'll come running to the corner
cause you'll know it's just for you
Im the man who can't be moved
Going Back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag
I'm not gonna move

thru the rain


I did posted somethin yesterday.. but it wont last any longer bcoz i've purposely deleted it..
(sangat suke).. i did this bcoz i dun want neither me or you would feel lamented and torn over the crappy words dat i'd emotionally wrote..
n last nite i suddenly freaked out (for reasons definitely..) seeing things on the screen dat really hurts me so bad.. n i just can't find the best words to describe wut i felt.. all i know is when a pure, warm n full of koyakness tears streaming down my cheek... wetting over my face..
fortunately, i remembered me sticking in front of the laptop since the Maghrib prayer till now..

not to delay, i performed my Isya' at 3 a.m.. luckily i didnt dozed off yet.. then, i did tahajud prayer.. i just couldnt resist n i can see me cried to my heart's content in front of HIM.. and i felt like as if He was there, listen to every single words dat came out from my mouth.. every sighs, thoughts and tears dat i bear, i'd let them all go away..

And i noe He is the most ever since such an obedient shoulder for me to rely on..

Today, I got some news from my frens.. literally more to gosippin I guess..
and to my surprise.. someone dat i knew before dat such an introvert, hard-to-hear-words-coming-from-his-mouth, very shy-sampai-down-to-earth person (jage pndangan kot).. suddenly fall over a girl, gasping so hardly for un-ended lovey dovey thingy.. everything can happens if HIM permits it..
n I shall say.. wut a world peeps... :)

IELTS class has started rolling into KMB students' packed-schedule.. n dis has triple-ing the workloads dat each one of us hv to deal with in order to FLY away from IB..
n i find me is devastatingly horrible in English, i should say..
so, i figure out to spend more time writing in my superb blog.. as to improve my language and corrects wut is wrong.. (correct me if i'm wrong)

N i shall say i'll be meeting you again after dis, very sooner... :)

Oct 10, 2009

To be sexy, beautiful and womanly

What is feminine?

Feminine is what each woman feels when the man she loves like no other is surrounded by a bevy of beautiful, knockout, deadly gorgeous women, but he comes up to her, snuggles her from behind and whispers in her ear that "she" is the most beautiful in the room and "they" can but only wish they ever achieve her standard...

Feminine is what a woman is when she gives birth; on the outside she may be all worn out and sweaty and beat up because of the labour, but on the inside (which is automatically transformed at that very moment to the outside) she is caring, loving, beautiful, sweet, tender, possesses great strength but is nurturing and knows the deepest and fullest meaning of the word.. Love ... when they hand her, her new baby.

Feminine is that woman that watches her daughter or son being married and stands with tears welling up inside but is so damn happy and wishing for the best for them. That loving feeling exudes to her outside and she carries herself with pride and self esteem... totally feminine.

Feminine is a woman that has just fought a battle with cancer and lost all of her hair to chemo, but walks into a room and makes everyone turn to see the beauty that even a contender of deadly force cannot take from her.

is a woman that is independent enough to know about maintaining vehicles, mowing fields, planting trees, using power tools, but can make any man she is in a relationship with weak in the knees with a crooked smile and a wiggle while she turns to walk away.

Feminine is a woman that lives her life to the fullest, who enjoys thrills (rides, hikes, freefalling) who can cook up the meanest, badest, finest supper for her entire family, but knows also how to dim the lights, bring out the chilled wine, turn on some soft music and hold the man of her desires close enough to start a fire so hot it will bring them both to tears of joy...

is quiet strength with soft edges and corners and wonderfully great to cuddle and snuggle with... she is self confident, nurturing, caring, loving, tender when those emotions well up, but she can also stand on her own two feet, take care of herself and her residence, but "chooses" to share those awesome things and chores with a totally wonderful masculine man....winkey winkey.

She is Woman!